Weight: 172.5 lbs – bit of belly fat and a flabby chest
Energy: Average, not high, just kinda average
Mood: Rather blahzeh, not exactly stoked ever
Sore neck, stiffness when I look to the right. Wake up kinda sore, not doing yoga. tight jaw on left side
Not smoking weed or anything else but still a bit of a cough
Chequing Account: $674.69
Line of Credit: $0.00
Tax Free Savings Account: $310.00
Student Loan: $4,453.67
Small occasional contract work that I hate
No job or career
Started sweetasianflavor.com but no sales yet
Unrulygentlemen.com is an idea and a shell
No recent business income
Love life/ Intimate relations
I’ve had intimate relations with three girls in the last month
Havn’t gotten past a hug with the girl I am actually crushing on nor have I told her how I feel about it
Still scared of being hurt after my previous long term relationship which ended over a year ago.
I would love to be intimate and care for the girl I am crushing on but I feel as if I have put up my own invisible walls and I do not know how to break through them. I feel sad when I think about it because I feel like nothing will ever come from it, even if something does it won’t go anywhere. That sadness is mostly just covered up by indifference
Overall satisfaction with life
I hate doing the resets I am doing on contract at the moment, I need to make money to pay my bills but I absolutely hate it and I get real shtty about it after the first day.
I want to be doing my own businesses
Life is kinda unfulfilling right now. Mostly just going through the motion. I am pretty over living in Victoria as I reckon it’s not the ideal place to escape the grind because of the high cost of living.
I don’t write anywhere near as much as I want to.
I don’t wake up stoked
I don’t laugh as much as I want to, boredom is more common place than not.
I have a few great friends but there is more shitty people than awesome people in my life at the moment.
It’s just alright.